True meaning of the saying....
One of my favorite country artists is Miranda Lambert. She has a song called Girl like me and the song goes "Cuz thats the kinda girl I am. I take off before I land and even though you think you can.... you cant change the way I am".
Totally Me!
I want many...many...too many things. I have already passed that point in your mid-twenties....the day where you wake up and realize that everything is in place and all you need to do it make it happen. Well that was a joke if i ever saw one coming.
 So far...i have a career, and a i have found the love of my life.
Zac!  He is someone whom i admire very deeply.Works 12hrs a day, just to come home and cuddle up next to me and the pups....without one complaint. I can only wish to be like him. Hes got a good head on his shoulders.....wants everything in place....never plans anything out to the fullest but somehow always turns the situation out for the best. This is very UNLIKE me. Maybe oppisites do attract. Me on the other hand, I always plan everything out exactly how i want and need it to be done....does this happen? Heck no!! However, Zac is there to pick up the slack. He is the foundation that is holding my crumbling plans from crashing down to the ground and burning.
Right now Im the process of trying to plan as far as finding the perfect home. Plans that are  so-far perfectly, unperfect. All i ask for is a house with a fenced in yard for the dogs to play and i big kitchen that i can cook in, and huge closets for all of my unseen...at times... clutter. Oh and dont forget a huge jacuzzi tub bc nice long baths are the one thing that keep from going insane! Is this too much to ask for?? Well when it comes to buying your first home...some seem to think that all of these things are just foolish wants.
So...the house thing is on the backburner...for now!
Next in line...MARRIAGE!
I did not know that this could be such a tricky topic. Im almost 24...i have a good job....i have met the one that i want and need to spend every morning and night with for the rest of my life.The father to our unborn children. I have been planning our wedding in my head since the first night he kissed me.... in all seriousness. Well according to well a few voiced opinions...we are "too young" or its "too soon" after my sister got engaged....even"theres so many things you need to do that you cant do when your married"....like what??? We live together and do practically everything but work together and go to the bathroom together.....i mean come on. The last one is mostly from his mid-twenties-far too opinionated friends.
The only thing i wish to say more about this subject is that when the time comes it will be right and nobody is going to make me think otherwise. I am a firm believer in everything happening for a reason. I think that everyday shows us something about ourselves that we did not know the day before. Im strong and independent but i love the fact that at the end of the day i have someone that supports me in everything that i believe in. So one day he will purpose and on that day i will say HEll YES!
Last but surely not least on my"growing up agenda"....BABIES!
This will come in due time...no rush...but if you know me at all then you know that the day that i become a mother will be the day when my life becomes complete! Being a mother is the reason i am on this earth.....and i believe this with my whole heart! Some say im crazy but its just one of those things that you know, deep down to be true.
So now that ive been on a rant, im going to simply leave you with this:
Never let anyone stand in the way of your own happiness! 
Five years ago I would never have dreamt that i would be day dreaming about all of these things so even if it is a far-fetched dream for the future....dont be afraid to say how you feel...
I want a house with a yard and big closets and a huge kitchen. I WILL be Mrs. Mullinax one of these days...and i will be the perfect mother to our children. The end!