Desperation

Whats the use of standin right there on the edge if there aint nowhere to fall and what's    the use in holdin on tight to the phone if nobody might call...

Desperation...theres danger in frustration...

Lovin this song right now....even though it may not be what best describes my situation. Itis full of little unseen messages. The biggest difference between girls and guys...or should i say women and men....is that women feel things with every bone in their bodies and men....well men have to be told when to feel i guess...or atleast most of the time.

There comes a point when you just have to dig really deep and put your priorities in order. 

Men in there mid 20s want ESPN on ALL the time. A cold beer/remote control/ video game controler should be in their hands at all time or their brains shut down completely.     They only think about whats going to happen in the next....oh ill cut them some slack and say the next 12 hrs....and thats cuttin it close. They want to eat at the bar instead of a boothand they only buy enough groceries to last a week...and do you think they picked up your ::cough cough:: tampons on isle 4.....think again.

Don't get me wrong...there are so many reasons why we love the men in our lives but lets face it....sometimes they need to be slapped around a little just so they remember             what/who they have and why they could never live without it/you. With this being said....ihave come to the conclusion that no matter if your guy laughs everytime your trying to be serious or shruggs his shoulders at something you may have been really excited about....there is still a heart in there somewhere so maybe we just need to....once in a while...sit them        down...with a nice cold beer in there hand...maybe put the tv on the poker channel and say " hey...this is what im trying to say and you are going to hear it and take itseriously!",bc i mean after all. ...men and women are completely different. This i know to be true. 

Well there's my bit for the day...just needed to vent.My new journey for the next couple ofweeks is going to be to try to put everything in prospective and really express my opinion without getting a cloudy mind or letting a stupid boys point of view ruin my hope for the   future.....for us.

I have a wonderful loving boyfriend who could just learn to be a little more sensitive...and i could learn to be a little less abrasive. Things may not always turn out the way i planned for them to but heres to hoping!